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【ABG-007】金粉縄奴隷中里美穂

Source global Wall Street Journal     time 2020-02-27 12:41:37
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【ABG-007】金粉縄奴隷中里美穂 �


Cliffordwasveryuneasy.Hewouldnotlethergoafterdinner,andshehadwantedsomuchtobealone.Shelookedathim,butwascuriouslysubmissive.

`Yes!Yes!'shesaid,lookingupathim.`Itissplendid.'

Asamatteroffact,hewastired.Thiseveninghadtiredhim.Hewouldratherhavebeenwithhistechnicalbooks,orhispit-manager,orlistening-intotheradio.

Conniewentslowlyhome,realizingthedepthoftheotherthinginher.Anotherselfwasaliveinher,burningmoltenandsoftinherwombandbowels,andwiththisselfsheadoredhim.Sheadoredhimtillherkneeswereweakasshewalked.Inherwombandbowelsshewasflowingandalivenowandvulnerable,andhelplessinadorationofhimasthemostnaivewoman.Itfeelslikeachild,shesaidtoherselfitfeelslikeachildinme.Andsoitdid,asifherwomb,thathadalwaysbeenshut,hadopenedandfilledwithnewlife,almostaburden,yetlovely.

Helookedaround.

`Yes!Yes!'shesaid,lookingupathim.`Itissplendid.'

Itwasnotthepassionthatwasnewtoher,itwastheyearningadoration.Sheknewshehadalwaysfearedit,foritleftherhelpless;shefeareditstill,lestifsheadoredhimtoomuch,thenshewouldloseherselfbecomeeffaced,andshedidnotwanttobeeffaced,aslave,likeasavagewoman.Shemustnotbecomeaslave.Shefearedheradoration,yetshewouldnotatoncefightagainstit.Sheknewshecouldfightit.Shehadadevilofself-willinherbreastthatcouldhavefoughtthefullsoftheavingadorationofherwombandcrushedit.Shecouldevennowdoit,orshethoughtso,andshecouldthentakeupherpassionwithherownwill.

`IfIhadachild!'shethoughttoherself;`ifIhadhiminsidemeasachild!'---andherlimbsturnedmoltenatthethought,andsherealizedtheimmensedifferencebetweenhavingachildtooneselfandhavingachildtoamanwhomone'sbowelsyearnedtowards.Theformerseemedinasenseordinary:buttohaveachildtoamanwhomoneadoredinone'sbowelsandone'swomb,itmadeherfeelshewasverydifferentfromheroldselfandasifshewassinkingdeep,deeptothecentreofallwomanhoodandthesleepofcreation.

Heputonhiswaistcoatandhiscoat,andpushedawaythroughtothepathagain.


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